It has now been Three Full Years since i came Completely Off Antibiotics.
Some of the side effects vanished soon after the termination.
Some are still present and persistent as a result of the long term use
and Some have become irreversible.
During the first Six months the Side Effects were very Severe on all levels
from the pure Physical, to the Mental and Emotional as there was no area
that normal body functions had not been affected and thrown out of balance.
After that came a rather abrupt body adjustment
and it all felt kind of Normal ... within its new established ... Abnormality!
Side Effects during first 6 months and onwards while on Antibiotics
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Side Effects during first 6 months and onwards while on Antibiotics
* Extreme Lethargy, Fatigue, Frequent Confusion
* Diminished ability to perform daily Normal Co-ordination tasks,
let alone anything requiring any Thinking or Planning process.
* Almost non Existent Reflexes
I could hardly keep my eyes open, my limbs were always Lead heavy
and keeping track of time and other spatial awareness was often
in disturbing disarray.
I could not trust myself to go out alone and after i was nearly hit by a car twice,
once in front of my terrified daughter and once while accompanied
once in front of my terrified daughter and once while accompanied
by my husband, we had decided that i should never go out alone
until i had adjusted to the effects of the medications.
*Extreme and abrupt Hot and Cold Sessions
Several times a day there would be a sudden heating up of my body
as if my temperature was rising to fever heights and near suffocation levels
and then it would start reversing going down, down, down
until i would start to feel as if i were inside a Freezer.
No amount of clothes put on or taking off or outside temperature variations
made any difference to that process that usually lasted approximately 5-10 minutes
and then subsided until next time.
* Constant Sick feeling in the Stomach spreading throughout the body
* General Lack of Hunger, Appetite and Sense of Taste
* Development of Severe Food Intolerances
My Stomach felt constantly full and more often than not nauseated too.
This apparently i have read was the effect of Clarithromycin
I had to force myself to eat and i did it by the Clock as there was never
hunger, nor appetite or craving for anything, neither anything tasted
the way i remembered it used to but Nutrition was one of the Best Defences
of my Body against the Illness and despite the tremendous effort at each meal
i was not prepared to compromise the benefit.
I knew well that my body was not only fighting a Killer illness
but also highly Toxic Medications that had to be monitored carefully
month by month, to ascertain containment of toxic effects on Liver and Kidneys.
So... Three Highly Nutritious Meals a Day
were the Medicine i Provided to my Body for its Fighting Battle.
Another side effect that started to develop pretty soon was severe Food Intolerances.
Many Foods that belonged to the category of causing Lung allergies or irritation
i voluntarily gave away, but there were many more that were
-as far as i knew- beneficial to the Lung and yet i would get unpleasant symptoms
after consumption, some even if in the smallest quantity.
Most important of them all was
*Lung Bleeding
Other symptoms were
* Feeling of Dull Pain and Fullness in the Liver area
* Nail like Pains in the Kidneys, and as a result
* Severe Fluid Retention and
* Strong, Nauseating Migraines,
only rarely ever occurring prior to commencement of Antibiotics
and usually during the naughty period of Christmas
when succumbing to the temptation of tasting some foods
still in the category of healthy but of a lesser grade health foods.
(More details in a Diet Entry and link will be provided here when published)
* Overgrowth of Malassezia Yeast Fungus
One of the most Torturing problems which started within days
of the commencement of Antibiotics and remained present throughout,
causing burning sensations on different parts of my body
as if burned by trillions of hot pins and creating highly painful
lesions in sensitive skin areas and especially in my private areas.
It has taken Over a Decade to Finally identify the Problem and deal with it
as described in my specifically dedicated Blog:
Accumulation of Side Effects just before Terminating Medication
During a Nine Month period before the final decision to terminate medication
there were side effects that were indicating increasing cumulative effects
that were leading fast to a downward spiral with possible consequences
i was not prepared to sit passively and let happen.
These were:
* Increasing Daily Bleeding with frequently scary large volumes
* Frequent -to almost daily- feeling of Fullness and Pain in the Liver area
* Frequently strong Waxy / Orangey Colour on Face
(not including the white of the eyes)
* General Feeling of Toxic Overload which i felt my body was progressively
unable to process and cope with.
* Kidney Dysfunction as in Diminished Urine Output to just 1 teaspoon
in a 24 hour period, despite the quantities of liquids consumed.
* Losing weight rapidly, from 52 - 53 Kg down to 43 - 45 Kg
and progressively unable and severely restricted in consuming
many nutritious foods and /or supplements.
My Personal Judgement was that my general condition was Deteriorating Fast
and i was not prepared to wait until either Liver or Kidneys gave up
and had to go for Kidney Dialysis or whatever was i heading to - fast
so i made the Scary Decision to Stop and give my body a chance
to recover from the Medication and see if it could handle the A -TB
on its Own – and if not... then at least it would be up to Destiny and
the Natural course of Progression of the Illness.
Side Effects Disappearing after Termination of Antibiotics
Even though my illness was steadily killing me
- or so i was told and have no doubt it was quite true -
i felt much worse upon commencement and throughout the duration
of being on medication.
The same feeling returned after the Termination
–even though i was secretly worried about the difference of appearance
versus reality, i.e. ' feeling good did not mean i was better'
and ' feeling bad did not mean i was getting worse '...
but WAS THIS TRUE???...
Because in the end
Because in the end
* I was Neither Feeling Good
* Nor was i Getting Better,
and in fact the signs as described above, were that I WAS getting Worse!....
(Losing Blood, Losing Weight, My Body was not working properly etc.)
and in fact the signs as described above, were that I WAS getting Worse!....
(Losing Blood, Losing Weight, My Body was not working properly etc.)
Once I stopped medication i experienced
* Extreme Lightness
* Elation and Euphoria
* Increased Energy
* Clearing Effect
* Heat and Freezing changes disappeared
* Bleeding stopped for much Longer Periods often for Many Weeks apart
(and only certain conditions gradually identified and avoided caused it to start)
* Became able to gradually add both Nutritious foods
i had not been able to consume for a long time, as well as Health Supplements.
i had not been able to consume for a long time, as well as Health Supplements.
* Liver Pains disappeared
* Kidney functions Improved dramatically
* My weight was brought back up to 48-49kg
(hard to get it back to 52-53 as the loss of blood had caused loss of Calcium
from bone mass)
(Note: having some leftover medications after i stopped,
i tried to use for some bladder infections, one of them in particular,
as more suited to the problem and noticed that within a day
lung bleeding returned and continued for the duration of the five day course
and stopped immediately upon termination
i tried to use for some bladder infections, one of them in particular,
as more suited to the problem and noticed that within a day
lung bleeding returned and continued for the duration of the five day course
and stopped immediately upon termination
– this repeated twice more... i consider more than a coincidence.
Side Effects Present and Persistent after Termination of Antibiotics
Generally speaking, due to the continuing presence of the Lung illness
and the passing of nearly a full Decade, it would be honest and right to say
that Nothing has really gone back to what was known as ‘Normal’ before.
Just a General feeling of Improvement in Many areas
and many Drug caused Side effects are Certainly Gone
but this is counterbalanced by the natural progression and deterioration
of the A-TB and the malicious effects of the stress and all ills caused
by the Malassezia Yeast Fungus -especailly during the past 2 1/2 years.
Malassezia Yeast Beast
I am now mainly still Battling and is the Direct Cause and Result of the Long Course
on Antibiotics and X-Rays, and may have to battle it on for as long as i live
I am now mainly still Battling and is the Direct Cause and Result of the Long Course
on Antibiotics and X-Rays, and may have to battle it on for as long as i live
hopefully only on the reduced levels i have finally managed to bring it down to
and control it - and which at this stage indicate constant meticulous maintenance.
Still hope for a Decisive Miracle but have learned it may arrive with other
unpleasant strings attached...
Side Effects Permanent and Irreversible after Termination of Antibiotics
* Malassezia Yeast
* High Sensitivity and Lack of Adjustment to Temperature Changes
especially when in immediate contact with my body*
(It seems there has been a permanent Alteration to the ‘Thermostatic Adjustment’ mechanism
of my body caused by at least one of the Antibiotics i know.
* This Sensitivity, unless special measures taken, causes lung bleeds.
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*Atypical TB–MyStory*
I to have Mycobacterium Avium Complex or MAC.
ReplyDeleteIt took 18 months going from one doctor to another before I found one who would believe I was ill - that is beyond the cold, flu or the infection present at the time. All they wanted to do was prescribe nerve tablets- it had to be in my head.
I was devastated to be told I had T.B. and immediately isolated for 14 days whilst swallowing a huge array of medication-but that was 1996 and I am still here- off medication but believe I still have MAC- why don't I know? Simply because last time I went to the clinic I was back to being told it was in my head-so I replied what I thought and walked out , only to find out from my local G.P weeks later that he had received a report and I now also had internal golden staph.
It is my belief that because so few people have this disease there is little or no research, so no one knows my life expectancy, let alone how to treat me.
I have tried everything, even being desperate enough to think about volunteering for a research program in U.S.A- nothing has cured me I now just live from day to day and do the best I can and believe I will live to be 90 - well its been 18 years so who knows. life is hard but today I found someone else in Australia with the same disease as me- so hey!!!! who knows -just to know you have the same experience as someone else helps- I too have lost my way of life but I am still here
LEE
Hello Lee,
ReplyDeleteAnd WOW!!!! .... 18 Years!....
I thought it was mine but now i can see the Crown
of Long Survival Belongs to You!
Atypical TB Avium Complex MAC has only been discovered
the last decade or so and there is still little known
while research is still continuing.
The First Specialist i had seen had told me:
“This is new we don’t know much about it”
Another one later on told me:
“You are lucky really, a couple of years back
we did not treat this, we send them home to die...”
Well!... thanks! that’s really Nice!...
So i do feel lucky and grateful.
So i can see how your Doctor would have believed
‘Its All in your Head”.
Most male doctors judge women especially
in this way quite regularly.... and fortunate they cannot
as easily lock us up in Mental institutions.
Nowadays it is easy to be diagnosed with A-TB
with just a triple Sputum test and a couple of X-Rays
but as of treatment it is as archaic as could be.
Antibiotics have left me with more evils i had imagined possible
especially the Onset of Malassezia Yeast
–right at the commencement of use and still continuing
three and a half years off them– that had i known
how i would end up and what i would go through every day,
honestly i would have chosen to die... as i do frequently wish.
Must clarify though that after the first two years
i was told they were not working just delaying the deterioration
but chose to continue on longer as i had made a promise
to my youngster daughter i would try to live long enough
to be at her wedding.
I believe you are better off without Antibiotics and the fact
that you have survived that Long is an indication that
a) your immune system is fighting back
b) you must be doing some things right
and might as well live to be 90.
‘Life is hard...’ - - - Tell me about it!...
In my case add the greatest evil of all caused by the Antibiotics
and you have a day in living hell practically every day and night...
You are the First and only person to comment on my site
and as you may have noticed no one bothers to click
on ‘responses’ either even though they are anonymous
but despite this, judging by the ‘Views Statistics’
i can tell you, You and I are not the only ones!
there are hundreds of People out there and that’s why i hope
that my Blog may help some even if quietly and anonymously.
I have started a New site, revising, enhancing and updating
the current entries trying to reach and help even more People.
If you are not getting any treatment, see if Acidophilus capsules
can be as beneficial to you as they have proved for me.
They are easy to obtain and require no Prescription
they are beneficial for other functions of the Body
and have no side effects except perhaps, if you are sensitive,
a short mild headache that goes away soon and it is due to
Inulin a sugar contained that feeds the Bacteria while in the
capsule.
Keep your Courage Up and continue Adding Years of Life
and Triumph over this evil illness as you have been doing quite
Successfully so far.
Wishing You Best of Luck!
Sonata